Hopeless.

I'm a hopeless cause.. falling and slipping into the edge of insanity. There is no hope for me as I scramble, crawl and claw my way to the top. There's a light I can see, but that light will never touch me. Never touch me..

Space.

So vast and majestic. So gentle.. and yet so harsh. It sucks me into the nothing that it can be and swallows me up, evaporating and popping along me skin. And the whole time I can't help but to wonder as my being becomes nothing, what is with all this space all around me.. and how can I make it go away?


(I realize that this is the second time I used "Space". Please forgive me and just go with it..)

Words.

You can.. type away your woes, just tap tap tap away. Type away your dreams and tell me your fantasies. Tell your wishes and your desires. Tell me your loves and your fears. Just tell me. Tell me anything.

Predilection.

I don't know.. what it is, but I can't stop thinking of you. You're embedded into my mind, escalating into my thoughts and dreams. When I breath, I feel you slipping through my fingertips, leaving tender kisses on each outlet of skin you can find. You consume me, leaving me breathless in my wake. I want you here, near me always. Always.

Darkness.


I sometimes feel.. like my soul is nothing but a pitch black abyss, that slowly not only sucking the life out of me, but the people around me as well. Just sucking up the being that I am til there's nothing left, but a hollow shell of my former self. And I let this happen.

Infinitude. 


We could.. go on forever and ever. Just you and me. Slipping in between the realms of reality and fantasy. Disappearing into the nothing that is what we are, and reappearing int the bodies we must inhabit. Just you and me. Just you and me.  

Longing.

I hate.. how I long and love you the way I do. Just the idea of you being in someone elses arms infuriates me, yet all I can do it bare through it and smile. Just smile.

Sleep.

I sometimes wish.. I could sleep my life away. To just dream of dreams I want to dream off. To just simply float away in my subconsious, knowing the fact I'll never wake up. I'll never wake up.

Death


It's all around us.. no matter where. Like a cloud of forlorn, it's upon us before we have a chance to react and there's no way around it. There is nothing we can do. Once it's sink its teeth into our unsuspecting flesh, we're gone. We're simply gone.